You know what I miss?
I miss him.
It’s just been one of those weeks where we only see eachother for a brief period in the morning, as we get ready for work. Sure, that’s great in some respects.. my diet is SO much easier when it’s just me I have to feed.. but on the whole, I just miss him. Between him and The Boy gone.. the house is just so quiet.
There’s so much stuff on the horizon. I wake up every day and begin thinking (again) about where our lives move in the next few months.. buying a new house (hopefully).. getting a better car (maybe).. choosing a FANTASTIC caterer (DEFINITELY).. and, ohmygoodlord, The Boy graduates from kindergarden in not too long.
It just blows my mind to look at life as it will be in November. The BitterHouse will have gone through massive changes.. a new baby, a new stepson, a new marriage. Ra will be celebrating Scout’s nine month anniversary with us. Steph will have a master’s degree.
(My hair will be long and I’ll be a size 6. Shut up; it’s my imagination. Maybe I’ll also have perfect teeth.)
But now.. right now.. I just miss my fiance.