“so.. what’re you doing this weekend?”

that’s my friend at work, asking me. and i hate my answer, because eventually, i’m gonna hang out with her. eventually, i’m gonna be like, “hey, i’ve got a free calendar this weekend.. you wanna go shopping?” because normal people say that.

instead, i had to say, “well, i’ve got a rehearsal tomorrow morning, then a baseball game, and then i’m ushering aladdin. sunday, we’ve got a birthday party that afternoon, and then i start my tech week.”

::sigh::

but, it’s been okay. busy, but okay. the rain has moved in, and doesn’t look like we’ll get a break anytime soon. which is fine.. i’ll totally appreciate it tomorrow morning, when we’re sleeping in.

in other news, i’ll be playing mayzie in hcca’s “seussical” this summer. i’m excited because i’ve hit my theatrical peak.. i finally have an entire song dedicated to my ass. i think this is what i’ve been working for all my many years.

aladdin was fun. costumes were AMAZING. the ladies in waiting were hysterical (the crying scene tickled me) and the soldiers were fun. i also liked the fat guy. and the bad guy. the bad guy was pretty awesome. would’ve been better in rollerblades, though. and everyone told me i’ve lost weight, so that alone was worth the trip.

i’m trying to find some zen before we head in tomorrow night. i just.. well, to use a quaint phrase, my giveadamn’s busted. i’m tired of fighting everyone (and myself) to keep things in line.

remember when eight o’clock on a saturday night was when you’d be getting ready to go out?

i’m about to get ready for bed.