“I pay very little regard to what any young person says
on the subject of marriage.
If they profess a disinclination for it,
I only set it down that they have not yet seen the right person.”
- Jane Austen

I so wanted to be more put-together this week.  I wanted to every detail ironed out, every move planned, because I knew that I could have way more control if I had everything planned out.

Ha.  The thought of that makes me laugh now.

While we’re developing my “pre-wedding package” to be sold to about-to-be-brides, I offer a new inclusion: sleeping pills for the week before the wedding.  Any time my mind drifts from an already restless sleep, I wake up and begin thinking.  I plot details.  And before I know it, my alarm is set to go off in two minutes.  So I lay and listen to Bryan breathe and envy his ability to sleep soundly.  My time is coming, I know.  If I can just hang in there for a few more days..

So I ran errands all day yesterday and barely made it to BodyJam, but on the upside, I totally went and drug my blonde sister with me.  It was a great class, and I always forget how cathartic it is to sweat so heavily.  Jenni hung in there very well and I was proud of her.

Edit: Work is stressing me out a bit today.

So.. I’m a bit stressed today.  Pardon moi.