June 5, 2007
I’ve written and rewritten this post a dozen times now, but every time I write down how I really feel, I come off as a total whining bitch. And while that may be true, I sure as hell am not going to put that in writing.
So I will say these things, which I don’t think are so much bitchy as they are.. not bitchy:
- I am getting cabin fever. Two weeks ago, we had The Coven dinner, which was the first time in forever (or at least since Cinco de Mayo) we had all been in the same room together. I feel like my days are at work and my nights are with Bryan. And that, quite frankly, is making me antsy.
- There is not a day that goes by where I don’t stop and think, “We cannot afford to have a kid.” This week in particular.Â
- I wish people were as smart as I am. (Okay, that one was bitchy. But I mean it.)
- I miss being in a theatre.
- Sometimes, although you know it’s there, you just can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. And sometimes, if you do see it, it turns out to be a train.
There’s the nice version.
Can you imagine what else I’ve written and tossed?
I think I need a nap.
2:34 pm
Steve is leaving town tomorrow…if you want to hang out with me instead of Bryan.
TOTALLY!! I was so bummed that we couldn’t park it last night! I will call you and we will hang out.
when did i become the bad guy?
Bryan, the man/husband/boyfriend/guy-who-got-me-pregant-and-in-this-condition is ALWAYS the bad guy.
Yeah, it’s really nothing personal.
Except that you’re the one who introduced the SPERM POISONING.